It’s been a while since i’ve posted anything of worth and I have a lot on my mind. I have a best friend who happens to be my ex and on top of that I love her more than life itself. Now I know what most of you are thinking guy can’t get over his ex blah blah blah yadda yadda but its not that. Like I said I love her, I have this undeniable urge to protect her and harm anyone who even upsets her and I’d like to think I do a good job of that for the most part. My best friend and I hurt each other on a constant basis while we were dating, it was absolutely toxic at certain points (emotionally mind you) and yet we could never walk away. Even now we have our times where we do things that upset each other not even on purpose really, shit just kind of happens and one of us gets upset. I forgive her she forgives me we move on stay best friends and shit gets better, we actually kinda fought last night over something and it was cleared up in a couple hours. This girl, well woman really…..shes special all women are special but her…..have you ever had something happen in your life and you just couldn’t walk away? Like no matter how bad it hurt or mad you got or hours you spent crying and alone and miserable you knew the sunshine was right over the horizon? That’s our friendship, I will always love her I’ve walked away countless times just to walk back the same amount so I know I can’t abandon her. Protecting her, caring for her and spending time with her it can all be annoying as hell, I mean really she can just push all of my buttons but nothing I’ve ever done in my life has ever felt so meaningful or right as being there when she gets hurt or calling me when she cries. Everything else just fades away when I know shes unhappy and all that matters to me is making sure she’ll be okay again. Has anyone else ever felt this before? I’ve never experienced a connect so deeply that my entire life fades away at the sound of her needing me. I guess this is what its like to have a real best friend.
marble sculptures are one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever seen i mean
that’s stone and someone made it look transparent
do you see that fabric?
do you see that fluffy pillow?
do you see that anatomy and those humans muscles?
no you do not because that’s all fucking marble